There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
That is a famous Shakespeare quote from Hamlet, and also so very wise. A few week ago I was caught very off guard when the ROC, after several years, decided not to let us have our Sunday community feed in their facility. I certainly was sad but less angry then when things like this have happened to me in the past. Upon reflection, two thoughts surfaced that may have revealed my subconscious thinking on the matter. One was I could not handle the responsibility. Many kids from broken homes emerge with all sorts of misguided thinking. Like me, many of you may have thought it was your job to keep the family together.
I have spent most of my life running from and caving from the weight of real and imagined responsibility. I will say starting the feed was one